Saturday, September 27, 2008

Random#1

我恨我爱你



面带微笑离开你怀里
Living your arms with smile
我听天由命
I listen to destiny
最后一张王牌在手里
The last card in my hand
二选一的机率
50% chances
不能放纵 爱你
I cannot love you freely
就放过自己
or let my self go
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
Love has pass the sweet moment
多说也是 无益
There is no benefits with more talking
爱不爱我已经没关系
Love, or not, it doesn't really matter
一点小伤而已
A little bit of hurt only
你可以很放心
You need not worry
我不会为了留你
I wont keep you
假装可怜兮兮
by pretending to be pity
都怪我 太不争气
Blame me, for not being good enough
我恨我爱你
i hate myself loving you
Oh~ 我爱你
i love you
只是因为你是你
just because you are you
Oh~ 我恨你~
i hate you
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
for having the little bit of intelligent that i cannot see
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
for having the the bad temper that i cannot stop describing
你有我数也数不尽你的新恋情
for you having your uncountable new relationships


我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
I have your stained memory
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
i can forget you alone, quietly
我恨你最后那一句~
I hate your very last sentence
我爱你
"i love you"

It's not easy to maintain a relationship. It good that there will be a companion, but there are a lot of things that need to be worried, the sadness, disappointment which will cause a permanent scar. Sleepless night is common, tears and pain will also come along. Of course there are good things - someone there to wait for you, someone to accompany you, someone to take care of you, someone you can talk to..



But i wonder, is it true that love will still be there, after 1year? 5years? 10years? 15 years? 30years? 50years? i think love slowly become responsibility and getting used to live with another person. it takes a lot of effort to maintain, of course it has to be 2 ways. If there is only one party planning, putting in effort.. it won't work. Communication is also another factor. Sometimes words are hurtful.

i think i am still right about this "FOREVER is just too far, ETERNITY is just an imaginary state. Promise is mend to be broken. Future is too far.."

Just some random feeling after reading some blogs and listening to breakup stories from friends =) i am very happy with what i am now, very comfortable. =D

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