Sense of relieve? Not so sure..

It's over.. I don't really feel it but it's really over... It did feel like there is less burden but no so sure of what it will be in future.. Yes, i finally completed my 4 years Pharmacy Degree which my parents and family would love it so much.. For me, it's just a guranteed job with stable income to sustain my living in future... Yes, i know i am crapping!~ 

After exam - everything feels different, the world is a better place, vista komanwel is a very comfortable place and i know, in the next few months, i am gonna get lots and lots, no, it's infinity sleeping hours, TV hours, hang out doing nth hours.. YES.

This coming weeked i am heading to Malacca (most probably)... Nx weekend, IMU ball, after that, RESULTS out..  then SPA interview.. then... CONVOCATION, sadly its no longer in Sheraton Hotel but in IMU (the pathetic cafeteria food =()

Okay.. end....!

There are lights, colourful ones at the end of the tunnel

Well, i am at the very end of the tunnel, sailing through my 4th year, final semester of Bpharm in IMU. I still see no light at the end of the tunnel as there are too much to cover, and too little time. One week, 7 days.. how much can my brain absorbed? I always tell myself, believe in yourself and study whatever is there in the notes and books.. 

Notes, where is? Books, what is? hahahaha... Obviously i am relying on Pharmacotherapy Handbook and Oxford Handbook of Clinical Medicine.. both are Handbook, small books.. but I don't care anymore.. 

Hmmm.. thinking bout the colourful lights.. 

8/4/1009: Souled out Sri Hartamas, themed "Eat until you can't walk"

9-18/4/2009: Shopping for IMU ball & Convocation 

19/4/2009: IMU Ball

20/4/2009: Genting (free rooms from worldcard point redemption)

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30/5/2009: Convocation @ IMU

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=( Got posting to go to work!!

Colourful lights are work on battery, so when the battery got exhausted and running out of power, another long, dark and winding tunnel awaits...

Do you remember?

We go sight seeing in Paris?

Dim Sum breakfast in HK before class?

Morning walk in Rome?

XD
hahahahahahaha

Then shopping in new york?


okay, final one, spend the night in london~
HAhahahahaha
Hehe.. Just some boring stuff while i am doing slides..
Cannot tahan already la

Semester Break??!

It's getting late now.. But then i am still here.. I feel like blogging about something but then i dunno what should i write about. Tomorrow gonna see my facilitator to discuss about my Sem7 Research Proposal on 15May2008. Mum called just now talking about the Klang Seafood I had. No comment... She is laughing at me and showing off the big, fresh prawn she had in Buntau not long ago =.=|||

I wanna go to so many places.. SO SO MANY.

Carol.. safe journey to Cambodia...

失眠

好久都没有失眠了. 不对, 应该说是早起了. 有时候, 我一直都会想着同样的问题. 我会一直在犹豫我以后会在那里, 过着怎样的生活... 有时候, 我也会想想下就睡着了...我忘了当初为何选了这一科, 而且我也开始犹豫到底我是不是真的适合?

已经3年了... 该想的也想了.. 读也读了3年. 明年的这个时候我也就要毕业了, 可是, 我真的没有很明确的方向, 只知道毕业以后都是要在政府医院4年... 不知不觉我也变了.

其实我真的不该想的太多... 因为 我也不知道我的路还有多长,多远... 往往梦想和现实是真的相差很远, 我想要的并不是我得到的.. 可是, 最重要的还是在过程中我学到和看到的东西... 我并不后悔我来到这里. 虽然我不是走着我想走的路,可是我走着的路带给我许多的快乐, 也让我理解更多的事情. 时间过了, 我也习惯了... 有时我会怀疑为何当初我会有着那样的梦想... 如果给我多一次的机会,我想, 我还是会选着这个地方.. 不会去发那当初的梦.

我想我真的是很矛盾, 也很奇怪. 可是我就是这样!